Too Close to Call

Verse 1:
I have battled with the demons for my soul
Like a soldier unafraid, stood straight and tall
With strong convictions fought for what i thought was right and wrong
But i wonder when it stands in judgement hall
Will it go down as one too close to call
Verse 2:
I have faced that cunning ennemy called time
For awhile i held him cold and to a draw
As he rode away he said another place and day
'Cause you can’t erase the writing on the wall
Although this one was just too close to call
Verse 3:
As i wrestled with my deepest fear in life
I was captured by the shadows on the wall
I was brave but just the same, i was glad when morning came
Because now and then the footsteps in the hall
Remind me it was just too close to call
Verse 4:
I have watched my mind dance too close to the edge
As i stood among the crowd to see it fall
Sometimes now i cling to what i hope is sanity
I stagger on this fine like that i walk
And wonder is it just too close to call