Shade of Hope

I used to have a vision, a tiny dream to dwell
Soft inner guiding voices, I used to hear them well
Since black fate came upon me, my thoughts are blind
Each dawn I get a bit more far from the light
Now I’m only yearning for a tiny shade of hope
Forlorn and forsaken, battling with the loss
Reason questions my undying aspirations
No allies beside me, all my friends are ghosts
Even my will to survive in this wrongful world
I used to have ambition, I was so versatile
My life had so many choices; at least for a while
These days my thoughts are empty, all gone awry
Just like the rest of me, my heart is dying
Now I’m only yearning for a tiny shade of hope
Forlorn and forsaken, battling with the loss
Reason questions my undying aspirations
No allies beside me, all my friends are ghosts
Even my will to survive in this wrongful world
Fate’s kiss right on my skin
A game I cannot win
No time’s left on my hand
Hopes fail time and again
Life twists, turns to a lie
All lights darken and die
Forlorn and forsaken, battling with the loss
Reason questions my undying aspirations
No allies beside me, all my friends are ghosts
Even my will to survive in this wrongful world