No One Hits Me Up Anymore

Ever since my greatest melt down of all, no one hits me up anymore
I put in my favor and I participated
Now the whole world can ignore me while I
Hang out with my betta fish or catch up on my literature
Entertain the voice in my head
Recite him verbatim, getting back into kratom
You know, I’m never bored…
But no I won’t get out of bed
I’m pacified and dull
No, why won’t you come in instead?
I’ll worship and draw flowers on you
She slipped me a note, said «there's better ways to cope»
I covered the crack under my door
Like mermaids in the early morning,
sometimes you gotta stay in your own bay
I heard your both getting married
I heard your baby was due by the end of July
I should fly down and care
I may or may not be there…