My Thoughts Are Not My Own

My Thoughts are not My Own
I knew it was wrong but I had to do it anyway
You can’t listen with your mouth open
I won’t let anybody stand in my way
I am not my thoughts
My thoughts are not my own
Yet I follow them blind into the unknown
I’m not gonna change
The only way out is through
I’m not gonna change into you
I need to reflect — I’m a target to a memory
But my past is not my definition
And I’m on the threshold of my adversity an epiphany
I’m afraid to think
I can only feel what I gave away
The absence is real
I’m not gonna change
The only way out is through
I’m not gonna change into you
I knew it was wrong but I had to do it anyway
I’ve got venom and imagination
And I will let you have it my way
You are now my truth
By it I am defined
It’s not your fault
I followed you blind