pain is gorgeous

Ayy
Uh
Yuh
Yuh yuh
Ay yuh
Sometimes I wonder if this pain is fucking gorgeous
Sometimes I wonder how much I can fucking take
Maybe it’s just me and I’m just losing focus
Or maybe it’s not me and it’s just a game
And lately it’s been fucking with my fucking mental
And lately I just hope that I don’t act and faint
But life goes on and on and it’s just a cycle
Life goes on and on I just- I just-
Never knew my passion left for you
Could turn my thoughts to gloom and doom
And now I sit to pray that they ain’t true
Now I’m lost inside my fucking thoughts
Darkness in my fucking heart
Don’t know what the fuck is up
Nonetheless I’m sick of hearing people giving advice
Rather sink of it never think twice
Hoping one day I don’t break
Now I’m stuck with all my rash decisions
More like all my indecisions
Ain’t no fucking happy endin’s
Another day
Another night
It’s okay
Don’t think twice
Novacane
Novacane
Numb the pain
I’m alright
Too many times I just went to decay
Now I pell my thought’s like a veil
And I pray don’t ever feel this fucking pain again
Why are you acting like this?
I… I just don’t understand why…
You’re treating me like I’m the one that did something wrong
Sometimes I wonder if this pain is fucking gorgeous
Sometimes I wonder how much I can fucking take
Maybe it’s just me and I’m just losing focus
Or maybe it’s not me and it’s just a game
And lately it’s been fucking with my fucking mental
And lately I just hope that I don’t act and faint
But life goes on and on and it’s just a cycle
Life goes on and on I just- I just-