Committed to the Waves

Oh, every night I am sleepless
My head’s about to burst
What a fucking mess
Waking up with this pain
Every day is the same
Breathing in
Breathing out
That’s what life is about
I can’t hold against it
I can’t tear it down
Like a sea of emptiness
And I’m about to drown
I’m just about to drown
No
It’s like something pulls me down
It fills my lungs
It fills my head
I am so helpless now
No
These giant waves consume me
I am too weak
I lost my strength
There is no chance to flee