Pain

Every day I just feel so much, god fuckin dammit i just bleed so much
I know i plead too much but i need your touch, cause without it I won’t be
someone
Wake up I wish I was dead, you were there when noone cared
Now my lifes full of despair, shaking and scared, i wasn’t prepared
THESE DEMONS ARE ALL IN MY HEAD
NEVER EXPRESSED, IT’S ALWAYS CONSTRAINED
THESE THOUGHTS ARE JUST HAUNTING MY BRAIN, I JUST CANT EXPLAIN
All of this pain, going through each and every single one of my veins
The past is done, I can’t change that
I think it’s time for me to just face facts
All red is gone, my heart aches black
I might just go and blow my brains blank
Why can’t It just end?
STOP, STOP IT, JUST GO AWAY, PLEASE!
Pain… pain…pain.pain…pain…pain.NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME
I CANT ESCAPE, THIS IS MY FATE
WHY CANT THINGS JUST BE SO SIMPLY EXPLAINED
WHY ARE YOU FADING, FLOATING EVADING, GOING ESCAPING
YOU KNOW I CANT TAKE IT
I JUST WANT TO LIVE IN PEACE, I JUST WANNA LIVE WITH EASE
I JUST WANNA LIVE AND BREATHE, I JUST WANNA LOVE MY QUEEN