Pain

It’s not often that I feel like this
Stare up at the starts tryna make one wish
I see life in this car where a write lyrics
I see heat in his eyes when he hear my shit
Yeah but it’s envy yeah it’s like that
If I hit him in his mouth know he won’t fight back
I wasted these years can’t get my time back
Sometimes I can’t hold there’s tears I’m tryna fight back
Yeah who really listens tho
I put my pain in this shit it’s so original
When I was down I got split there ain’t no one to hold
But it’s somebody to shift to make
You
Feel alone
Yeah
If I died right now no one would give a fuck
I’ve Been in my mind I like to say I’m stuck
I see time is bending I’ll say my time is up
All this money I’m spending to get my hopes up
Yeah but I’m hopeless
While I’m stroking I’m wondering who wrote this
Life in a book cause I don’t want this
My life feel took I’m feeling lifeless
Yeah and I’m so cold
I’ve got no home
Adolescences is my foe
Tell me I’m low cause my age is down below
I’m sorry tho cause I’m careless of what you
Know
Yeah or what you think
See my heart see it’s broken I fucking sink
Down below in this pain I need a shrink
Someone to talk to and maybe we can see
Uh
Eye to eye
I’m telling you
Life is pointless if we gon die
Drowning in sadness and tears you fucking cry
Deep in my mind I feel I wanna die
Yeah tell me what why you crying
Do They make you feel left out make you
Think of dying
Like you don’t belong nowhere you tired of trying
Tell the world that you fine and you know that you lying
Sometimes i laugh at it look for the win
But I lose so the blade gon kiss my skin
Ima fool I’m living for relations
I’m isolated inside my mind like a den