Downtime Misery

I want to hang me from the bedroom walls
I often tell it to God
I lost myself among the arizona sun
Only find that there is no one
I’ve been ripping myself into pieces
It’s been so fucking long since I was unashamed
I want to crawl into the closet hole
I gotta face it alone
I want to hear the sound of the shotgun blast
As i’m delivered to the black
I’ve been ripping myself into pieces
It’s been so fucking long since I was unashamed
Out in my car, took it too far
Ran from the lady
Now I’ll kick out my teeth
Lose all my sleep
Been down in crazy
Ran out of time
Ran out of lies
I’ll be fine
I’ve been ripping myself into pieces
It’s been so fucking long since I was unashamed