Beneath The Green

I’ve often wondered about the demons coming in the pale skirts of midnight
I never really paid much attention to them though
I knew they were coming (and they came)
And it made me sick to see myself all broken down
Couldn’t get a grip
On my dour self
As I slipped into a state of disbelief…
Don’t even think for a second
Don’t you put your filth and guilt on me
Don’t you put your filthy hands on me
Don’t you say you ever believed in me when you did nothing but lead me…
Into a forest of nothing but darkness
With no thought regardless of my heart relentless
Processed…
Something is broken and I can’t recover
I saw the waves were crashing
My arms were bleeding
My eyes deceived me
My eyes will bleed…
To trust and to sleep
To trust
To deceive
Never in my life have I ever felt such
Desperation…
Progressed…
Never felt so alone
I couldn’t face tomorrow
Because the sting of today
Has left me here in dismay
Under the sheets of green
Just recollecting
I told myself
Never shed a tear for you and those who are alike
And so I turned away
And I never look back…
Something is broken and I can’t recover…
So I saved myself from your fuckin' misery
That lingers reputed relation
I’m falling to function
Because of temptation
We should fuck ourselves…
Don’t talk to me about your love…