Dysphoria

I’ve come blindly to my end
I’m too late
My eyes pastel
Go to sleep
Remember me
A parasite
Feeding on your dreams
I’m falling back in the ocean
The weight in my lungs pull me down
I’m changing with the season
So save me, save me
I hold my rage
What’s left confined divide my hands of shame
That’s why I can’t fail
Like wolves to sheep
Surrendering
A paradise
I’m feeling I’m your fiend
I’m falling back in the ocean
The weight in my lungs pull me down
I’m changing with the season
So save me, save me
I hold my rage
I’m waiting and fading and disintegrating
I’m always sedating and manipulating
I’m numb
Lord, save me
Losing, accusing, and always abusing
My mind, it''s amusing, I’m sorely refusing
I’m done
Poor baby
So this is dysphoria
Come find me lost where fire meets ice
I’m falling back in the ocean
The weight in my lungs pull me down
I’m changing with the season
So save me, save me
I hold my rage
Ah, my rage
Control before I break