Permanence

I know that things have changed
But what’s beating in my chest
And pumpingthrough your veins
Is still the same
This past year I’ve done more searching
Than I have had to do in my whole life
This world has left me with so many questions
And I’m afraid that you wont like the answers I’ve found
And I don’t want to loose you
You’re the closest thing to family
That I’ve ever known
Despite everything
I’m begging you to see that its still me
You’re the closest thing to family
I never questioned anything
But now I know what’s right for me
I never meant to hurt you
But now I finally feel free