Alone

I never wanted a house
You were my home
We had this place built
So you could call it your own
Now these walls haunt me
The ghost of a family
That I took for granted
I made this bed now I’ll sleep in it
(I don’t)
Just a child in the body of a man
I didn’t know how to handle it
All the things I said and did
I still can’t believe it
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Nobody tells you how it will be
Head down, work hard, provide
We’ve all been sold a lie
It will never mean anything
If you’re not there with me
I never wanted a house
You were my home
We had this place built
So you could call it your own
Now these walls haunt me
The ghost of a family
That I took for granted
I made this bed now I’ll sleep in it
You were right to get away from me
I take the blame, I take the blame
Now that everything has changed
I’m still nothing if it wasn’t for guilt and shame
I roamed the earth chasing my dreams
And finally you broke at the seams
I’ll never forgive myself for this
But I’ll always wish you the very best
I never wanted a house
You were my home
We had this place built
So you could call it your own
Now what do I call this mess?
It seems so worthless
The only thing I value
Is my life without you