EVERYTHING IS 'NOT' GOING TO BE OKAY

Open my eyes to see something
Close my hands to sleep nothing
Stressed with dreams that function
Because I don’t see things touching
All behind I’m just running
Away like it’s concussion
I don’t really know if I feel loving
Twice stamp it just feels like nothing
Do I keep it on you or my spirit
That makes me insane or seeks that I admit it
I take it back all the time knowing that I did it
To accept all my guilt and my flaws and I didn’t
For how long do I wanna fly on a vivant
Maybe I just wanna go to sleep and not feel it
All the dark things that I think is it fitting
I got some new options to solve all the pity
Everything I feel it just feels like rain
Everytime I think about I just feel pain
I just wanna leave it all let it go away
Everything is not going to be ok
Everything I feel it just feels like rain
Everytime I think about I just feel pain
I just wanna leav it all let it go away
Everything is not going to be ok
Evrything is not going to be ok
With a rope and some hope that I have to pay
Yeah it’s forced and all keep my mouth shut when it’s gone
So long that I never get to move or talk
Don’t get why it’s new they don’t have to let it shock
I’ve been dealing this for how so time past that lost
Can’t wait for peeps to fake cry when I fall
They hated me anyway pressed all along
Writing my next plan to see who I face
To meet up with the devil with my wounds free to trace
My mind can’t take it I have no more space
My wish is to stans find it all to erase
Me so they know that I’m a disgrace
I wanna live more than way than beat a case
I’m causing all the harm I’m standing on the faith
To let the spirits know that I’m just a waste
Do I keep it on you or my spirit
That makes me insane or seeks that I admit it
I take it back all the time knowing that I did it
To accept all my guilt and my flaws and I didn’t
For how long do I wanna fly on a vivant
Maybe I just wanna go to sleep and not feel it
All the dark things that I think is it fitting
I got some new options to solve all the pity
Everything I feel it just feels like rain
Everytime I think about I just feel pain
I just wanna leave it all let it go away
Everything is not going to be ok
Everything I feel it just feels like rain
Everytime I think about I just feel pain
I just wanna leave it all let it go away
Everything is not going to be ok
Everything I feel it just feels like rain
Everytime I think about I just feel pain
I just wanna leave it all let it go away
Everything is not going to be ok
Everything I feel it just feels like rain
Everytime I think about I just feel pain
I just wanna leave it all let it go away
Everything is not going to be…