Even I

I don’t want to notice
I don’t want to see
Even I don’t give up
Even I won’t give up
You’re breaking surface
So what’s left of me?
Tell me when is enough
Tell me I should give up
It’s not the way you move
It’s your words
Though they soothe,
They’re not telling the truth
Didn’t I know you?
Didn’t I try to
Carry on while just believing in you?
Didn’t I give up, every-thing?
Tell me now,
If there a reason for anything?
My heart it was open
You stepped through the door
It is tearing me up
Giving in, giving up
Left here always hoping
One day there’d be more
Even I don’t give up
Tell me when is enough
I see the strings you pulled
I’m not blind
And I’m not fooled
Well you know it’s true
Didn’t I know you?
Didn’t I try to
Carry on while just believing in you?
Didn’t I give up, every-thing?
Tell me now,
If there a reason for anything?
Well here we are
Glance away
I wanted you
You couldn’t stay
Reaching out
Reaching in
And will I be here till the day?
You found another
To pack away from
I won’t make the same mistake again, no.
Didn’t I know you?
Didn’t I try to
Carry on while just believing in you?
Didn’t I give up, every-thing?
Tell me now,
If there a reason for anything?
Didn’t I know you?
Didn’t I try to
Carry on while just believing in you?
Didn’t I give up, every-thing?
Tell me now,
If there a reason for anything?
Cause even I don’t give up
Even I don’t give up
Even I don’t give up
Even I don’t give up
I don’t want to notice
I don’t want to see
Even I don’t give up
Even I won’t give up