Pain

I’m home alone, I’m laying in the dark
Curtains drawn but midday where I are
I stay here I got only pain in my heart
Its got me feeling like I was only made to be scarred
Every single day its even harder than the last
Questions bout my day? nada they don’t ask
Are you okay, nada no-one asks
Even if I went outside can’t hide the pain through my mask ‘cause
Last year, covid made it worse
One month about 7 people in a herse
Dreams of my life got buried in the dirt
And I don’t ver wanna ever lov again because of her
Love again because of life, huh, forget a wife
I don’t go to the kitchen case Im clever with the *****
I used to have a better state of mind
Only one being I love, the rest I don’t, you know why? ‘cause I got
Pain in my heart, hate in my heart, yeah, (Heart)
Pain in my heart, hate in my heart, yeah
Pain in my heart, hate in my heart, yeah
Pain in my heart, hate in my heart, I got
Pain in my heart, hate in my heart, yeah, (Heart)
Pain in my heart, hate in my heart, yeah
Pain in my heart, hate in my heart, yeah
Pain in my heart, hate in my heart, I got