i against i

So it’s me against myself
And I guess you really wouldn’t ever understand
What it’s like to be me
In this fucked up world
With a fucked-up past
Don’t want to feel anything again
(Promise me this, you’ll still carry my name)
What I’d do to never lose you
Oh it’s such a scary thought
From such a scary place
Oh what I wouldn’t do
(Oh what I wouldn’t do)
Anything could be true
Just tell me (Just tell me)
It all meant something more
Just tell me (Just tell me)
It meant more that I can hope for
So it’s me against myself
And I guess you really wouldn’t ever understand
What it’s like to be me
In this fucked up world
With a fucked-up past
Don’t want to feel anything again
Your pain is mine
Where the fuck do you think it came from
Where does the sadness come from?
When does the sadness go away?
Where does it go?
What I’d do to never lose you
Oh it’s such a scary thought
From such a scary place
Oh what I wouldn’t do
(Oh what I wouldn’t do)
Anything could be true
Where does the sadness come from?
When does the sadness go away?