Javelin

My javelin!
My javelin
Times are passing by
A torrent sweeping me away
Driving me from day to day
Getting my things done
Nothing will remain
Seeking for some constancy
Betraying my own honesty
What have I become
Do all these tales,
Just vanish to haze?
I’m so afraid of fading away
Throwing my black javelin through the skies
And it flies with wicked spin
Proclaiming our new begin
My javelin
Shooting my black javelin through the night
And despite the doubts within
Forgetting what has been
My javelin
An inner devastation
I need something to rely on
Life needs to be simplified
And better days shall come
Find trust in isolation
And deal with my mortality
Challenging morality
I’m moving on
Once I felt like dying
Taunted, mocked, and lost alone
I know this is my moment to exclaim
«I'm coming home!»
End up the denying
Occupy the silver throne
Anything but fading away
Throwing my black javelin through the skies
And it flies with wicked spin
Proclaiming our new begin
My javelin
Shooting my black javelin through the night
And despite the doubts within
Forgetting what has been
My javelin
Once I felt like dying
Taunted, mocked, and lost alone
I know this is my moment to exclaim
«I'm coming home!»
End up the denying
Occupy the silver throne
Anything but fading away
Throwing my black javelin through the skies
And it flies with wicked spin
Proclaiming our new begin
My javelin
Shooting my black javelin through the night
And despite the doubts within
Forgetting what has been
My javelin