Obsessed

World outside is dead
Something grows in my head
Not much I can do about it
How can I put this into words
Are you a blessing or a curse
Either way, it still hurts
Dream about the vibe
I can’t feel it cuz I’m paralyzed
I’ll try something but it doesn’t feel right
I’ll try again but I’m wasting my time
I guess you could say I’m obsessed
No, I wouldn’t say
I’m at my best, and I know
There’s really not much to it
All I can say is I’m a mess
Spend hours on end
Tryna get you out my mind
Why stay awake
Wasting my nights
Fall asleep with no progress
Wake up every day knowing less
But I’ll tell myself it’s worth it
Dream about the vibe
Can’t feel it, I’m still paralyzed
I’ll try something but it doesn’t feel right
I’ll try again but I’m wasting my time
I guess you could say, I’m obsessed
No, I wouldn’t say
I’m at my best and I know
There’s really not much to it
All I can say is I’m a mess
And should I go
This would be my death
Should I go
These sounds would be my last breath
And you should know
One more thing
You should know what’s been in my head
Poison in my mind
But it’s what keeps me alive
You’re poisoning my mind
You’re killing me but keeping me alive
I guess you could say, I’m obsessed
No I wouldn’t say
I’m at my best and I know
There’s really not much to it
All I can say is I’m a mess
Should I go
This would be my death
Should I go
These sounds would be my last breath
And you should know one more thing
You should know what’s been in my head
I guess you could say, I’m obsessed
No I wouldn’t say
I’m at my best and I know
There’s really not much to it
All I can say is I’m a mess