Toxic

I must be toxic, lonely and poison
'Cause lately my heart’s feelin' so frozen
I must be lost and, I might be broken
'Cause lately my heart’s feelin' so frozen
You were there from the start, now I’m left in pieces
You were there for my heart, now I’m barely breathin'
You got your friends, and I got my nothin'
You got your boys, and I got assumptions
Guess I got me, and that should be somethin'
I’m bad on my own 'cause I overthink actions
For tonight I got my drinks
You can bet I’ll overthink
Over alcohol and drunken memories
I’m feelin' toxic, lonely and poison
'Cause lately my heart’s feelin' so frozen
We must be lost and, I might be broken
'Cause lately my heart’s feelin' so frozen
You were there from the start, now I’m barely breathin', yeah
You were there for my heart, now it’s barely beatin'
I realize it is her, who just isn’t good enough
I overthink way too much, and that isn’t good for us
She cuts down to the bone, with every lie she mutters up
I’ve figured out my pain, now I need to grow up
I realize it’s okay, to be a little bit fucked up
The pain is worth the growing, yeah, I know this shit does suck
I promise you you’ll make it, if you realize all this stuff
You’re good enough, you’re good enough
'Cause you’re far from toxic, lonely and poison
I know your heart is feelin' so frozen
When you are down, could you play my voice often?
So I can say that I love you real often?