What's to Stand For?

The plants are dying, so why can’t I?
Next to them on the ground, I lie while they turn brown
They fall down while I sit up
I look up to the clouds and I realize, death is not for us all
Not for you all, but maybe for me
I’ve smoked my lungs away
I’m choking nobody help me please
Let me be, I won’t be fine
Your awkward feelings put us behind
Now I watch as everything falls
What’s to stand for now?
We know everything falls down
Nothing works for me, I’m just wasting here
If you’re like me you’ve got no one to call your own
Drown in your awkwardness, I’ve wasted breath again
Inside I’m screaming. (let me out)
Death grabs me by the throat
Your hand is death and you choke me till I puke love
What is love? You’ll never know
You look up to the stars and you take a guess
But your guess is not right
My guess not right, but tomorrow night
I’ll cleanse myself from this apathy
And then I’ll re-think, how I should feel
She said it was, and then my heart died
She ripped it out, but I’m still here alive
Slowly caring did fade
What’s to stand for now?
We know everything falls down
Nothing works for me, I’m just wasting here
If you’re like me you’ve got no one to call your own
Drown in your awkwardness, I’ve wasted breath again
What’s to stand for now?
We know everything falls down
What’s to stand for now?
We know everything falls down
Drown in your awkwardness
I’ve wasted breath again
Choke me till I puke love
But this heart won’t come up
Drown in your awkwardness
I’ve wasted breath again
Choke me till I puke love
But this heart won’t come up
What’s to stand for now?
We know everything falls down
Nothing works for me, I’m just wasting here
If you’re like me you’ve got no one to call your own
Drown in your awkwardness, I’ve wasted breath again
Drown in your awkwardness, I’ve wasted breath again