Habit

The roads don’t have all the curves that they used to
And I refuse to make a change
Tonight I caught the highway empty and alone
And everywhere I go, it’s always gonna show
I’m burning through my gasoline like cigarettes
And the ghost that likes to haunt my car is free to coalesce
These habits they just never seem to cease
The cigarettes they rot my brains and teeth
I’m biding my time as I’m biting my nails
And I’m pulling out my hair
These habits I can never seem to beat
Taken right back to where I began
I never know where to go, cuz I just can’t understand
I keep running myself in circles until
I pick up the pieces, but just don’t have the will
I’ve dealt with all this s**t for way too long
Demons won’t you let me go
I’m never moving on
These habits they just never seem to cease
The cigarettes they rot my brains and teeth
I’m biding my time as I’m biting my nails
And I’m pulling out my hair
These habits I can never seem to beat
Save me from myself (from myself)
Save me from myself (from myself)
Save me from myself (from myself)
Save me from myself (from myself)
These habits have been tearing me apart
Finding I’m only halfway through the dark
I’m doing my best and I’m trying to care
And I know I’m almost there
These habits always tend to leave their mark