I Need A Win

I wanted to try this again
I wanted to try this one more time
Maybe 'cause I’ve been damaged
Maybe 'cause I’ve been fucking blind
All of this lust 'n' romance
All I need’s a win
I shouldn’t have tried this again
I shouldn’t have tried this one more time
So, go on 'n' do your damage
Go on and twist you rusted knife
Leave me dead 'n' loveless
All I need’s a win
I needed to find all my friends
I needed to find them but I left them behind
I dunno why I do this
Lock myself outside of life
Look at everything I’m losing
All I need’s a win
Yeah, whatever