Dearly Departed

Oh dearly departed, it is true
I don’t know how to live without you
And I tried to fake it, but my hands they are shaking
And I feel like I’m outta stuff to lose
I been doin right, I been doin wrong
I been livin life, I put it in a song
I tried to drown it out, the noises and the sounds
The voices in my head, they’re getting real loud
My head is getting light, the day is feeling long
Can we speed this up, it’s such a sad song
I tried to give it up, but it just felt wrong
I don’t know how to cope now that you are gone gone
People say that I’m addicted to low life
But they don’t know my life
They don’t know my life
People always been calling me a loser
But they don’t know what I lost
They don’t know what I lost
Oh clearly departed, it is true
I’ve fallen to the fear without you
And I tried to fake it, but my heart it is breakin
And I know that I’m outta stuff to lose
I been doin right, I been doin wrong
Make a little light, I put it in a bong
I tried to drown it out, with vodka all around
With liquor in my hand, I’m feeling warmer now
My head is getting light, my hands are getting cold
Did we speed this up, cuz I am startin to feel old
I tried to give it up, but I lost control
I don’t know how cope now that you are gone gone
People say that I’m addicted to low life
But they don’t know my life
They don’t know my life
People always been calling me a loser
But they don’t know what I lost
They don’t know what I lost