HAIL MARY

My momma
She prayin for me
Im just lookin for a way out
I got some doubts
But people always spew at the mouth
They talkin that bullshit;
Knowin I listen
And it stay on my conscience
Til I reminisce
Rememberin how I was feeling without
And I just can’t get away
No no no
I would rather end today
In my bed
With a pillow suffocating me
Instead of waiting for a mothafuckin hail mary
A hail mary
Toss it up
Ain’t no promises
Where its gon land
Better protect ya neck
Youre gonna end up a target where you stand
Get what they need
And then they leave
These niggas never change up
Would rather live like a leech
Real talk its so fucked up
Life ain’t ever precious for no one
So I often contemplate shooting that shot to risk it all
Cause when opportunity comes you better go answer that call
But if you still ain’t seeing the progress
You better get on the ball
All my life its been ups and downs
But that shit ain’t no excuse
Just to wait around
Hoping for the day I wake up
When my whole life has changed
I might as well bury a bullet inside of my brain
I’m feeling down
It’s all inside
Heavy on my mind
Killin these thoughts like suicide
For my sake I gotta get this shit right
Days weeks months years
I need a grip;
So help me god
Before I empty the clip