Renitent

I’m falling out of time, and things will never be the same
I’m casting off my fears, and longing to feel free again
The memories remain, I’ll never be with you again
No honesty no faith, uncertainty and grief in vain
I listen to no one, I tune out on everything
And there is no way to find relief
Enduring my own storm, trials worth enduring
Level with the pain I can’t defeat
For I can’t bear to run, I’m withstanding endlessly
Promises that fade and can’t revive
And conquer my own self, trials worth enduring,
Open-eyed with nothing left untried
I’m falling out of time, the sacrifice that you will claim
The memories remain, and aching to break free from shame
I’m casting off my fears, I’ll never be with you again
No honesty no faith, the tragedy that we became