Maybe Someday

Maybe you called — I didn’t get the message
It’s my fault — I never really checked it
I know it’s easy but I always forget these things
I need you to believe me that I’m better than what you’ve seen
You tell me I’m wrong — I won’t admit it all
You’re way off — and hypocritical
If I can recognize that this is always at most a guess
Why should I apologize for being so unimpressed?
Well maybe someday I can listen to myself but I’m not there yet
I’m only asking for a little bit of help but I’ll take what I can get
And I’m not afraid to tell you if you’re not afraid to ask
You’re alone what do you get frightened from
And do you know it’s nothing there it’s in your head
And I could try I’ll tell you but I don’t know
Why the answer is something that I don’t believe in
And I’m not afraid of heights
They always make me feel like I’m alive
And I’m not afraid to die
And I’m not afraid to fall
I don’t believe I’m someone you would drop
So I’m not afraid to try
Well maybe someday I can listen to myself but I’m not there yet
I’m only asking for a little bit of help but I’ll take what I can get
Then maybe one day you’ll be wishing to yourself you could do it all again
And I’m not afraid to tell you if you’re not afraid to ask
How can I forgive if I can’t ever forget this
There’s a reason that I needed to hear everything that you said
I don’t suppose you even know what I really mean
I need you to believe me that I’m better than what you see