Feeling Stuck

This covid got us all in lockdown somewhere bout a year now
Like I’m stuck inside a mirror how the fuck did I get here wow
Thought it would disappear but it didn’t and turns out
We were nowhere near the finish
Without a doubt I know theres been a lot of victims not to mention
All the jobs missin wishin we could all fix it
Smokin by myself an reminiscing thinkin back
No one help I know im trippin but just listen for I crack,
I’m not complaining but it’s been harder maintaining
So I smoke another joint another joint another joint know what im sayin
This is me escaping steady bakin everyday
I’m takin hits an stayin blitzed I suggest you do the same
Only so much pressure we can take inside our brain
Some turn to drastic measures cuz they just can’t take the pain
Well I hope it all gets better before I go insane
This prolly shoulda been a letter but I’m guessin I’m too late
Can ya tell me what ya waitin for
Hey gone an light that weed up
I’m a mess an I can’t take no more
Now gone an light that weed up
An lets smoke until it all goes away
Just let it all fall like ash in the tray
I wanna be strong but it’s
The separation that’s killing this
Communication from all our lips
Saying different things to each other
Oh why bother from all that I’ve heard
Just more grown folks acting absurd
They say the children can lead the way
But they act the same seems like
We’re fucked
Confined in my house
Living under my mask
It’s no better than before
But they hate you when you ask
When will it be better again?
Solitary involuntary confinement
Let me out
Let me out now
All by myself screaming out loud
Up to my neck in stress
And I know best
This situation’s no good for me
Can ya tell me what ya waitin for
Hey gone an light that weed up
I’m a mess an I can’t take no more
Now gone an light that weed up
An lets smoke until it all goes away
Just let it all fall like ash in the tray
An lets smoke until it all goes away
Just let it all fall like ash in the tray
An lets smoke until it all goes away
Just let it all fall like ash in the tray
Can ya tell me what ya waitin for
Hey gone an light that weed up
I’m a mess an I can’t take no more
Now gone an light that weed up
An lets smoke until it all goes away
Just let it all fall like ash in the tray