Twelve

Sat on the stair, head in my hands
You ask me now for a smile
See only one
The other lies
This procured love destroys me
And I realize for all my life, I kid myself it’s over
Consumed with all, accept the truth, I lied to myself, denial
All on my own I use the glass sustaning echos in me
The picture falls, a broken frame, tearing this world I wanted
And I realize for all my life, I kid myself it’s over
Consumed with all, accept the truth, I lied to myself, denial
That which you gave to me, now I give to you
What could you take from me
I saw it all
Dead through my eyes
No bottom line
Everythings not enough
I ache inside
Splintered in mind
No one saw me crying, I’m wasting away
A milestone in my life, forgotten
And I realize for all my life, I kid myself it’s over
Consumed with all, accept the truth, I lied to myself, denial
I kid myself, it’s over
I kid myself, denial