Hate It

Got a little high in my head
Floating with the drunks on the sidewalk
Trying to hold onto my buzz
Running from the fool that I am
Wishing that I could turn my damn mind off
But I forgot who I was
I know what I need and I say how I feel
I know it, I want real
I just don’t wanna see you with anyone but me
Now I can’t breathe, drowning in my jealousy
And I know I never been the kind to lay my heart out on the line
It’s too damn hard to fake it and keep saying that I’m fine
I hate it
I still love you and I hate it
Gotta sleep in the bed that you made
Heard it said but it ain’t that damn easy
Head spinning like a ceiling fan
Ain’t no peace of mind so I reach for a prayer
Your body still ain’t there
I just don’t wanna see you with anyone but me
Now I can’t breathe, drowning in my jealousy
And I know I never been the kind to lay my heart out on the line
It’s too damn hard to fake it and keep saying that I’m fine
I hate it
I still love you and I hate it
I hate the way that I didn’t know
The way you loved me 'til I let you go
I had a twenty-three wasted on me
Now I can barely breathe, drowning in my jealousy
I know I never been the kind to lay my heart out on the line
But it’s too damn hard to fake it and keep saying that I’m fine
I hate it
Yeah I still love you and I hate it