rad or sad

I don’t know if I can take this anymore.
All I want is to just lie here on the floor.
There’s nothing holding me together at the core.
I lie awake and wonder if there’s something more.
Just like any other night, caught in a constant fight, I am losing sight of
what is right, because of my own fright, I have lost the light, now nothing
feels alright.
It’s not all right.
Nothing’s ever fine.
It’s just another night alone.
Run, run away from everything you came from, they don’t wanna hear from you.
They don’t wanna be like you. Everyone you ever knew.