Manic Frustration

Child`s first trip away from home
instant communication shown — no one knows
ringing in my ear must be the phone
pick my brain down to the bone — no one home
Body touches are so cold
someone saved her sweet soul
tell me which way the river flows
will you still love me when I`m old
lifeline says I`m already dead
open the window above my bed
I`ve been mislead
dark crystals turn a shade of blood-red
from my feet to my head
I`m already dead