Irreversible

I forgot the previous day
It was different. Now, too late
Remember
With the rising of the new sun,
Nothing was left behind.
Forever.
It was useless making choice,
Even trusting inner voice.
Endeavour.
I'm not the one I wanted to be
And what I loved, has gone too deep
It is unbearable for me
Too late to fix it everything
I don't need forgiveness.
Despite all, that has happened to me,
Please don't let me go
I forgot where I started my way
And where I turned.
Everything that I burned in the flame
Forever changed my soul
Nobody remind who I am
And where did I come from.
What does it mean to do it right?
No one knows, everyone tries.
Every new day.
We just go into the light.
For this we are ready to fight!
It was my way.
I'm not the one I wanted to be
And what I loved, has gone too deep
It is unbearable for me
Too late to fix it everything
I don't need forgiveness.
Despite all, that has happened to me,
Please don't let me go
I forgot where I started my way
And where I turned.
Everything that I burned in the flame
Forever changed my soul
Nobody remind who I am
The bridges burned!
I can't go back.
I can forget!
I have no chance
To change my way!
It is too late
To fix myself
Now all I can - just forget.
What is the meaning of these thoughts?
Don't understand.
Every time try to change everything,
I pretend.
Is it worth all these after all
To complicate?
Don't understand.