I'm Not OK

And how would I ever know
If I never tried, if I never tried to love you?
It's easy to blame myself
For wanting something else, wanting something else
Dreams start to fade away
Become another day, and then another day
Can't seem to watch it past
Was never good at that, was never good at that
Was I?
I'm not OK
With just leaving
Or holding back my words until I need them
I'm not OK
With just leaving
I love you too much
Thought I was above
I guess I really wasn't
I guess I really wasn't
And feelings go away
Feelings go away
I'm not OK
With just leaving
Or holding back my words until I need them
I'm not OK
With just leaving
I love you too much
I'm not OK
With just leaving
Holding back my words until I need them
I'm not OK
With just leaving
I love you too much
How would I ever know
If I never try, if I never try?