Evelyn

When I lost you, I lost my mind
Depression spread like disease
Blinded by hate I can’t see a thing
So I’ve been swinging my fists at everything
In the dark
No love for me
Did what I could to preserve what should have been
I just wanted to live my life
Without disruption
Escape the ways of my self destruction
Its that kind of life I try to lead
But there’s a ghost in my brain that won’t let me be
Keeps haunting me
No love for me
Did what I could to preserve my sanity
I’ve been looking for love
In all the wrong places
Dealt some dirty hands
I’ve been dealt some dirty faces
I keep looking for love
In all the wrong places
Keep eating from the dirty hands that feed me
God knows no love for me
I can’t escape the things I’ve done
Trapped under ice my brain is numb
No love for me
I’ll find my love in the street
Fighting and stealing — give me some kind of feeling
Cheating and lying — find me in the street dying