I'm Not There Anymore

Baseline tears on a windowpane
The bellway’s jammed in the driving rain
And I can’t tell the dark from the pain
'Cause I’m not there anymore
Say the word and I’ll grab my keys
I’ll start the car with shaky knees
We used to glow like the stars and the trees
But I’m not there anymore
I’m up all night at a rodeo
With beat-up cars and the lights down low
The life we live, the only one we know
And I’m not there anymore
Pick it up, let’s get to work
But I can’t shake little thoughts of her
I board the plane in a foggy blur
And I’m not there anymore
And I come back to start again
You picked me up and let me in
But I woke up in my own skin
I’m not there anymore