Dead in the Head

Listen!
you can’t keep telling me that
everything is gonna be fine
I’m sick & fucking tired
of hearing this shit
I’m sick of everybody’s shit!
of my own shit!
because of shit!
It’s not just gonna change overnight
I’m not just gonna change overnight!
stop telling me it’s all in my fucking head
cause it’s not all in my head!
It’s me, I feel like, like it’s all of me
It’s fucking disgusting
Nobody understands it
nobody understands what I see
nobody understands…
nobody understands me, not even myself