Where Do I Start

You want to pull me in but I push you away Honestly I don’t know how to take it
I’m telling you «beware I might be crazy"Maybe you should take a step away
Now I’m looking at myself but I’m effected by my past
So you’re telling me how you’ll help
Heal my wounds and make it last
I can’t help it if I’m still feeling afraid
And I can’t help it if you want to walk away
Chorus: What is wrong with me I don’t know where to begin
Cuz I don’t know which way to go
I don’t want complication I’m not gonna take it
But I, I don’t want someone else
Cuz I, I don’t think that I’m ready but I don’t know how to run
I hope you ain’t leaving, three strikes and I’m gone
But I don’t want to let you go this time but I might to save my heart
I don’t know where to start
Where do I begin I don’t know how to do this Honestly, I don’t know where you
stand
I’ve been through too much Don’t have a lot of patience But you’re waiting,
I don’t understand
Now I’m looking at myself but I’m effected by my past
So you’re telling me how you’ll help
Heal my wounds and make it last
I can’t help it if I’m still feeling afraid
And I can’t help it if you want to walk away