Kicking

Today I grew up
I woke up I threw up
Girlfriend was snoring
And it was boring
I just turned 23
What did you get for me?
I’m having a party
And you can’t come
I met my brother’s ghost
I made myself some toast
I took it all in stride
And then I went outside
I climbed up a tree
I shouted «look at me!»
Nobody answered
Cuz I have cancer
I feel my body burn
I have a lot to learn
I have lost my pride
I am dissatisfied
Everything tastes sour
I have no power
I cannot sing
I hate everything
Gone fishing
Gone fishing
At the hospital
I met this girl
She was a nurse
Her favorite song was «Worse»
She said «I really want to be a dancer»
«It's too bad you have cancer
Cuz we coulda been best friends
There’s this restaurant I recommend.»
I would just float away
But I’ve got a lot to do today
Gone fishing
Gone fishing