Phobia

I look away, because you stare at me
Negative thoughts, a sensation of helplessness
Blood flows quickly inside my veins
Darkness' seizing my mind
Running through my present, escaping from my past
Life seems too tough, I just got enough
This sounds like the end, but now I still fight
Please now tell me how I should deal with reality
Who’s gonna save me now?
‘Cause I want to escape, but where?
Closed in my prison, I’ve got my protection
Normality comes back, signs of no reaction
Autumn is going down and the leaves turn red
Close your eyes, can you feel it?
And I cry, moved by my condition
The noise of the forgotten is echoing in me
Maybe I can find myself in them
And I know I should pass this jungle of lies in order to survive
Set me free
I will live
This is not the end
Life can be overwhelming
I feel the freedom now
In silence’s dimension