One Sided

Why you gotta be one sided
Didn’t even have the chance
To make you think twice about it
Girl you got me blindsided
Did I waste your time
Wishing I could change your mind
Now this ain’t no apology, audibly, you’d say it
That this is just comedy, so honestly you’d stay with me
Clouded gray my mind with novelties
So let’s talk, I want you to know that flawlessly
Crazy how you think you’ve seen everything
But not really deep within
So let’s begin this train of thought
Yeah that’s what I bought
All the promises you said
All the goals that we dreamt
And All the wars that we bled
You gotta know this
I was just so sure of you
Yeah that’s what I’m gonna miss
Whenever I call u my boo
But yeah things change
You said it’s hard to maintain
But we haven’t even tried yet
So how can you explain?
Half and half of me just really don’t get it
Wanna go back to how I made you laugh
I know you want this so admit it
Relationships like this is already decided
I’m sad as fuck but happy for you cuz you got enlightened
She got enlightened but I was fighting for it
Trying to get me back in sight
It didn’t work even though I was grinding
Now I’m just hiding from the fact
That I don’t need to eye this
I don’t need to eye this
Blinded guidance
That’s what I need and what you have yeah
Mindless binding
That’s what you thought that we had
Experiencing other stuff
I don’t know about that
'Cause I feel all the feelings are gone
And that’s one sided
Sure, we can be friends
So yeah no need to worry
But expect it not the same
When we reach our thirties
By that time you’ll probably
Achieved all your fucking worry
I ain’t giving it a chance
'Cause I’ll probably be busy but
I’m always proud of you
You gotta know that
Right now I need to be distracted
Yeah, where my friends at
Hard for me to see you change
Into someone I used to love
Can’t blame you tho, I know it and I fought it
And man that’s enough
Still answering questions
That’s what you gotta know
My heart is just congested
But I gotta let you go
From reading our messages on my cheap ass phone
Me and you? Shit man
That’s the hard part
I gotta let you go
Why you gotta be one sided
Didn’t even have the chance
To make you think twice about it
Girl you got me blindsided
Did I waste your time
Wishing I could change your mind
Guess I can’t now, time to stop trying
But I cannot fake that I do not care
I’d be lying if I told 'em I could die without you
Rather die trying but I ain’t that dumb, bitch
Hit her with the
Okay, guess I’ll find a new bae
Hold up wait a minute I’m not trying to find a replacement
I just need somebody to tell me I’m not a waste
Somebody to wipe my face, wet from crying in my basement
Yeah yeah
You really got me fucked up
Looked myself in the mirror
Man I’m messed up
I don’t want to deal with shit anymore
I’m begging me to to myself that it will be alright
Yeah yeah yeah
Now I’m in the groove
Still under this feeling of getting lost 'cause when you
Took that one sided life I died inside and out
I guess there really is nothing I can do