numb

I hold my hand over the flame
To see if I can feel some pain
Look at what you've gone and done
Baby, baby, now I'm numb
All my feelings I won't feel again
Why you acting innocent?
You think you an angel when you full of sin
I stay on my own island like I'm Gilligan
Palm trees and pain is all I understand
I hate you (Hate you)
But I love you (I love you)
Conflicted wars, I know my heart stays in trouble
Nighttime, no sleep, high off moon truffles
Nighttime, I can't breathe in my bubble
I hold my hand over the flame
(I'm burning myself 'cause I got issues)
To see if I can feel some pain
(We fell in love with the pain, oh)
Look at what you've gone and done
(You cut me deep, my stomach weak)
Baby, baby, now I'm numb
(My mind is blown, as my world burns down to my feet)
I'm losing weight, bub
I'm looking great, bub
So what? I go out every night, sometimes I take drugs
They're like my make-up
This fucking break-up
You see I gave you all my heart and now I hate love
That's right, I hate love (I fucking hate you, but I love you)
It only baits us (Conflicted wars, I know my heart stays in trouble)
And if you wanna know how I feel well here's a taste of
(Nighttime, no sleep, high off moon truffles
Nighttime, I can't breathe in my bubble)
I hold my hand over the flame
(As my world burns down to my feet)
To see if I can feel some pain
Look at what you've gone and done
Baby, baby, baby, baby, now I'm numb