From Here On Out

And when I look on her sweet face a different time a different place
I’m a different person now and no doubt
A lost become so much so real so dark and deep it’s all I feel
And I fear it’s all I’ll feel from here on out
From here on out the road grows narrow and my step is hard to find
And that voice inside reminds me who I am and where I stand
It’s all gone from me forever everything there was never
Mine to call on to call out ever again
That connection to what always was the vector and the reason
Everything made anything make sense all we were or ever been
And it plays tricks inside my mind that past I thought I left it all behind
Like a mirror I remember some 8 millimeter movie
It was snowing Christmas morning some long ago December
From here on out I sit and wait my turn think about it all to keep it straight
From here on out the sun goes down just where it will
And spills its secrets my heart cries I am formed and fixed defined them eyes
It was her faith kept me strong and I could do no wrong
And I am not so shy nor so ashamed to say just how I feel
I think I’ll just sit here awhile lost the memory that smile
And when it’s time to get up and move on I’m sure enough I will
I’m sure enough I’ll have the strength I know I will
And when I look on her sweet face a different time a different place
I’m a different person now and no doubt
A loss become so much so real so dark and deep it’s all I feel
And I fear it’s all I’ll feel from here on out
Yes I fear it’s all I’ll feel from here on out