Still Here Waiting

It’s cold outside
Or is that just the chill i feel inside
From standing here steeping in my shame
I can’t deny
That I’m surrounded by the very thing
You freed me from, that’s why I can’t come home
I don’t know where I turned around
From chasing what I always found completed me
More than I could dream
And I don’t know why I can’t remain
Safe here where I always came to meet with You
And You always met with me
You’re still here waiting
I failed to see
Why You still be waiting to forgive me
After all that I have done
But I cannot say
That one time I came returned and You have turned away
Your love never fails
You say, «come home,» and You’ll be there
And I can run into Your arms