The Permission

i’ve been a victim
to a simple fraud
i guess it’s my fault, too
but i blame it all on you
you missbehaved
i ate it all
and now i’m striking back
today i’m strong and tall
i start with anger
all the bombs you dropped on me
will return now constantly
because of you my life is stained
take my hate and keep the change
look at me and realize
what you considered dead survived
curtain up — it’s time to see
all the wrong you did to me
your mistakes
your ignorance
your selfishness (arrogance)
you ruined my life
i believe this is how forgiveness starts
nothing will hold me back