Whatever I Fear

There’s almost nothing left
You eat my kind for breakfast
What did I expect
To come here and find anyone?
Find open arms to feed me
I sicken myself so much
And you eat my kind for breakfast
You eat my kind
Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
Whenever I fear I let my guard down, whatever I was ignoring
Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me
Whatever I have been given, whatever I have been
Seeing myself this way
I am a monster I believe
And seeing is believing
Is there no doubt left?
When I wake up I poison myself
And poison gives no appetite
I sicken myself so much
I sicken myself so
Did we expect these things to change
By waking up and suddenly there they are
And all I need’s a starting place
And nothing ever seemed so hard…