Ashes over My Eyes

My eyes adjust from this bright light
Torn out inside
Spread your ashes over my eyes
I want to see the dead
I’m not fooling anyone anymore
My eyes adjust to this darkness
I have been here once before
I swore I wouldn’t come back
My eyes are rolling back
Focus on who I used to be
Suffering suffering
Keeps me coming back
I reach out for honey
Just to feel the sting
I love the swarm
Surrounding me
I love the sting
Another tear in my seams
My heart is starting to fray
My thread I held dear
Is rolling away
Rolling away
Suffering suffering
Keeps me coming back
I reach out for honey
Just to feel the sting
I love the swarm
Surrounding me
I love the sting
My eyes roll back
Focus on who I used to be
Can you save me?
I love it when the swarm surrounds me
I love it when the swarm surrounds me
I love it
I love it when the swarm surrounds me
I love it when the swarm surrounds me
Suffer just to remember