Small Talk

I wanna go home
What I really mean’s I wanna be
Sit in a room with people who don’t expect anything
I wanna feel good again
I wanna feel good again
I wanna fit in
Wanna feel like I belong somewhere
Laugh at jokes because I get 'em not because I’m scared
I wanna feel good again
I wanna feel good again
But if you ask me how I’m doing I say
«I'm okay» but I don’t mean it
I’m getting really good at lying to myself
And I almost believe it
I wanna be cool
I wanna wake up think that I’m the best
Won’t have to listen to the doubts I’ve got inside my head
I wanna feel good again
I wanna feel good again
But I’m pretty sure that everybody here thinks that my name is Karen
And this party’s pretty loud and I’m way too tired to correct 'em
And my face hurts from smiling
From how hard I’m trying to impress them
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
I wanna go home
What I really mean’s I wanna be
Sit in a room with people who don’t expect anything
I wanna feel good again
But if you ask me how I’m doing I say
«I'm okay» but I don’t mean it
I’m getting really good at lying to myself
And I almost believe it
I almost believe it
Small talk
Filling up all the space
Small talk
I don’t belong here
Small talk
Filling up all the space
Small talk
I don’t belong here
Small talk
Filling up all the space
Small talk
I don’t belong here
Small talk
Filling up all the space
Small talk
I don’t belong here
I don’t belong here