Die of Shame

i’ll never tell my parents
i would die of shame
i cannot disappoint them
sully the family name
so i must seek a solution
all on my own i’m afraid
the father of my child is a child
and he has run away
the water is warm
the water is warm
lulling me to sleep
the bloom of blood
filling the tub
granting me release
the water is warm
the water is warm
lulling me to sleep
the bloom of blood
filling the tub
granting me release
i can’t be you mother
i am way to young
i wish i were older
i could give you love
now i must take my chances
try an outdated technique
oh god the pain advances
i am feeling weak
the water is warm
the water is warm
lulling me to sleep
the bloom of blood
filling the tub
granting me release
the water is warm
the water is warm
lulling me to sleep
the bloom of blood
filling the tub
granting me release
i see my reflection
in my goodnight bath
i can here the raven
nevermore i gasp
i could not ask for a doctor
without parental consent
unsterile length of a wire
brought us to the end