Pirouettes

All alone, crying to myself again
The neighbours must be wondering what’s going on
Going on again
I used to think that I was ok with the situation
But since you’ve gone I just keep replaying
Everything that you were saying
(Again, again, again)
They tell me to put on my make up, and get out of bed
But I don’t wanna do that, I just wanna lay here
They tell me we’ve all been through break ups, and it just takes time
But I don’t wanna hear that, I just wanna feel fine
(Pirouettes)
Now my head is spinning, and I can’t get it to stop
Now I’m feeling dizzy ‘cause my mind is doing pirouettes non stop
Now I’m feeling stupid when I toss and turn at night
So I sleep in the middle of the bed so I can sleep on both our sides
6am, I don’t wanna go to work
The same routine like clockwork
It’s been going on for far too long again
And I’m so tired of making the same old conversation
With different faces and generations
Who can’t relate to what I’m saying
(So they say)
They tell me to look on the bright side, so I look to the light
But they don’t understand the light made love go blind
Then they tell me that I should be cautious of my appetite
But I can’t help feeling nauseous when I think of the good times
(Pirouettes)
Now my head is spinning, and I can’t get it to stop
Now I’m feeling dizzy 'cause my mind is doing pirouettes non stop
Now I’m feeling stupid when I toss and turn at night
So I sleep in the middle of the bed so I can sleep on both our sides
Now my head, my head is spinning round again, and round again
I can’t get it to stop, it keeps spinning round and round and round again